All I want in life is to consistently fall asleep happy every night instead of laying in bed wishing I was dead.
I am sorry for being crazy but I’m not feeling as happy as I just was a few days ago and I’ve been having nightmares and I’m not feeling very confident in us and I’m just sad and it sucks because all I want is to go back to being really really happy with you please ):
harrowing skins: 2010 - 2013
Intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are.
do not tell me that i cannot break habits and that things will never change because i stopped chewing my nails off after 17 years and all i want to do is paint them in the shades that you love and all i want to do is forget these thoughts that weigh me down so you can love me again so please please do not tell me that things cannot change because they can it just takes time and patience and motivation and someone who cares please don’t walk away