do not tell me that i cannot break habits and that things will never change because i stopped chewing my nails off after 17 years and all i want to do is paint them in the shades that you love and all i want to do is forget these thoughts that weigh me down so you can love me again so please please do not tell me that things cannot change because they can it just takes time and patience and motivation and someone who cares please don’t walk away
I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone.
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i adore you. i adore every goddamn ounce. i adore your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.